My Heart's Voice

I’m broken and I’m such a fool
No, no. I’m not broken.
I broke.
I’m going out of everyone’s ways
I’m left and scared
Or maybe I leave and scare
I hate my self
But I don’t know
I’m too afraid to find how
I will because I won’t
Even deeply from my heart
I want to will because I want
I’m falling down into the black hole
I’m wasting their trust
My lips were sealed
I want to fix everything
I want to bring my past times
My past chances
I will cover my eyes
For some thoughts and point of views
I’ll hurt and am hurt
I’ll go away from any other black
I want to find my own white

And I’ll hurt and am hurt